I was absolutely clueless.
I can't draw. Josh can't draw.
I supposed it is the same for you.
You are like mommy. You can draw and draw well you did.
Here's something you drew for aunty Analyn.






Do you know what you have drawn?
Daddy & mommy are thinking hard whether we should send you to paiono lessons as well?
You are gifted!

I waited for you

When I came back from work yesterday, you told me something I will never forget.
"Daddy, I waited for you to bathe me. I waited so long and you did not come. So Aunt Analyn bathed me."
As you were telling me this, there were tears in your eyes.
I can see that how much you wanted me to bathe you and play with you.
But I did not appear.
Those tears were precious to me. It speaks of your desire to be with me. It touched my heart deeply. I was moved.

There was a man in the Bible. He is Jesus' friend. Jesus loved him dearly. His name is Lazarus. He was very sick. He waited for Jesus to come for him. He waited so long and Jesus did not turn up. Eventually he died. He was not the only one waiting. His sisters, Mary and Martha waited for Jesus too. The moment they saw Jesus, they said,

"If you had been here, Lazarus would not have died."

We can see how much they wanted Jesus to be there. But He did not appear on time. Lazarus died while waiting for his friend.

Those remark made when Jesus arrived must have touched Jesus' heart.

"..if you had been here my brother would not be dead" (John 11:21 Bible in Basic English)

I could hear Mary and Martha crying,
"Jesus, I waited for you to heal my brother. We waited so long and you did not come. So now Lazarus is dead."

I guess there must be tears in Jesus' eyes because they waited for Him. They wanted and desired Him to be there. Jesus must have felt wanted.

God always carries us,right?

Aft listening to this song,"Carry To The Table", you asked me,"God always carries us,right?"

What do you think is the answer?

You have just started learning to write.
Our nanny, aunty Analyn told me you could now write our family name, "Lee".
It wasn't so easy for you initially.
For a moment all of us became "Eel"s because you put the letter "L" at the back instead of in front.








Welcome to the "Eel" family!

Why do you love me?

I asked you 3 days ago,
"Why do you love me?"
You said,
"Because you are cute"
I didn't know I'm cute. No one has ever said I'm cute.
2 days ago, I asked you again,
"Why do you love me?"
You said,
"Because you are handsome"
I guess I'm, in your eyes

One day I will write you a song like this singer.



Loving you eternally,
Dad

Mommy is in Japan.
Joshua is in school camp.

I asked if you miss both of them.
You told me, "I don't miss 'kor kor' Joshua. I miss mommy."

When you love someone, it is natural to miss the person you love. We may be texting each other, Skyping or do MSN chat, but nothing beats being with the one you love.

Do I miss God? Yes. I may be talking to Him everyday. I still miss Him because I can't be with God in heaven. I can only make long distance call to Him. But I am looking forward to see Him. Just like you are looking forward to see mommy.